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Confessions Part#2


In the last episode of the Zeww confession chronicles (not sure if there will be more to be honest, but hey.. humor me!). Anyway.. in the last episode.. I briefly told you how artist-dude came into my life. But this isn't the whole story, it gets complicated.

The following morning, the ex-dude with the unknown relationship status comes back to life, he's flying over to see me. That "was"good news back then. So at this major event, the artist bazaar, I was dressed up and pretty, ex-dude was coming to see zeww.

Artist-dude seemed to like the sight of zeww looking pretty and told his other artist friends. Leading to the matter, becoming a high school drama, of course, where artists coming to talk to zeww about giving artist-dude a chance and so forth. Then ex-dude came over to the event, and naturally, we spent some good time laughing and joking. Artist -dude felt jealous and waited till ex-dude left then came over to talk and asked "I thought we had a little thing going on, who's that guy?". So I explained, he's the dude, and we were sort of on a break and now we're back. So he asked "but what about us" and here's the point where I lied, I only said the part about the ex-dude being in the picture. I didn't want to be too evil and hurt the dude's pride. I thought, one would take the hint, but no.. not so, apparently. Artist-dude starts the mood of  "I don't mind a little competition" and "may the best man win" and so forth. He started openly flirting when ex-dude wasn't there, by flirting, I mean the weirdest type, like giving me a picture he drew of the devil because it reminds him of me "the little devil that stole his heart"for example. It became a scene, an embarrassing one. I'd call my friends to the rescue every so long to leave the event, go for a ride or a cup of coffee just to avoid being there. I really don't know why I didn't go out and say it back then. It's not me.. it's you actually, I don't like you that much although you are a sweet guy. I wish I did.

The event ends, and I no longer see artist-guy. But he occasionally sends a hello on FB. I never reply.
Through common friends, I find out this dude is high 75% of the time and does has some embarrassing behaviour in crowds every once in a while. I thanked God for the brief encounter.

This, was 1 and 1/2 years ago, obviously, ex became an ex. The funny part ba2a, en, to date, every single time one of them gets in the mood to call/sms/email/FB message or whatever, the other immediately follows. It became a predictable pattern ya 7aram. So this last week, we've been having close encounters of the 3rd type with both. Rabena yostor ba2a and we dont have encounters of 1st and 2nd type.

Moral of the story.. don't lie... it won't help them, nor help you. Just go ahead and say it "It's not me.. It actually is you"

sa3dna bekom w natamana an nakoon qad 2as3adnakom..
ila an naltaqi fel 7alaqa al qadema.

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