A piece of my mind

Time for a song You see her when you close your eyes Maybe one day you'll understand why Everything you touch surely dies

I didn't want to talk because I was afraid of the outcome. All I wanted to hear was: stay. But hey, "I can't make you love me, if you don't."

You're attracted to someone, you google the hell out of them, follow  them on Facebook, Twitter and every other social media thing out there, liking every single post, image change or any other quote they share. You call, sms, whatsapp or whatever else app that gets to be in touch. Suddenly, everything they say is wisdom, their smile is happiness and their eyes mean beauty. It's so entertaining when you're at the attracted-side, but  when you're at the attractive-side, there are two options: being extremely happy that someone you "like" is that obsessed with you, or being extremely frustrated that some pervert is stalking you. Imagine everything the attracted thinks they are doing that is cute and loving and the receiving party looks at it as "what the hell!". Brutal! The number 1 law of attraction: test the waters before you jump in!

-Why? - You still ask me why? - I mean, really, what's new? - Nothing is new. It's the same old story. - What did I do this time? - Nothing. - Are you telling me you're cutting me off even though I didn't do anything. - Yes. That's precisely why I'm , to use your terminology, "cutting you off". You didn't and don't do anything. - Can you at least explain. - I'm letting go of all the hope I had for little things that you didnt do. I don't want those disappointments any more. Every single time you "don't" do anything a piece of my heart breaks, not a big piece, just a tiny fragment, to be honest. But these little fragments over time will grow, and I will be sore and angry, so I decided to"cut you off" and save myself the heartache. - That doesn't make any sense. - It does to me. - I don't even know what to say. What do you expect me to do? - What you always do: Nothing!

سؤال وجودي مهم جداً هو لو الواحد قرر ميكلمش حد يبدأ التعداد بتاع "بقى لي كذا يوم مبكلمهوش" لما اللي قرر ميتكلمش بطل يتكلم ولا لما اللي بيسقبل المكلمات اخذ باله؟

So here are this years' resolutions: 1- Eat for health not weight loss. So yes, my weight keeps fluctuating like a pendulum but hey I enjoy food. I'd still like to attempt loosing weight, but healthier eating habits are the key in 2014. 2- Love AND Marriage. They are neither the same thing nor is either in my hands, but I'd love to meet someone, fall in love and actually get married, for a change ya3ni! 3- Growth not survival when it comes to work. The survival mode that we were in last year sucks the life out of me! This year, SuperMama either grows or dies, khalas! 4- An attempt at happiness. Surround myself by people and things that truly make me happy. I don't want an "ok" life, I want a happy one. 5- Visit one country on my top 8 list. I crossed off Morocco, in 2013. 6- Start the effin-MBA or give it up entirely. It's been 3 years of taking a step forward and another back. Enough is enough. 7- Most importantly, rebuild that bridge to the one and only,