What have you got yourself into, silly girl?! It's a deadlock silly girl. Run!
Drop your expectations , wants and needs. What are you thinking? Who do you think you are? It is not about you at the end of the day; you are nothing but a peg in the big machine. Life will go on with or without you. Silly girl! It will only you who will get hurt, again. Run, silly girl, run!
Society will never forgive you, silly girl!
If you want the life you're leading drop it now and run. Run like there's no tomorrow. Run and never look back. And if you cry, dry your tears, and keep running; it was you who brought it down upon yourself!