A piece of my mind

I was going through saved drafts as well as published posts on this blog and it hit me... I've been feeling down for so long. I've only had this exact feeling once before and moving to a new blogging platform actually helped. That was back in 2006.  It may appear irrelevant to some, but its actually good to start something new. And a blog seems like the right thing to do at the moment. In not so many words, it's time for me to move from this blog, leaving A Piece of My Mind behind and moving to A New World, by Zeww . See you all there.....

I wish I could wake up one day and feel beautiful and desirable. Not desirable by the public, but by that special person that I choose. But the problem is, I am notorious for a history of wrong choices. Choices that were wrong to start with and ended up absolutely wrong, which end up in me feeling less desirable, less wanted, ... less of a woman, which is ok most of the time, just not today. For reality has it, that when I gave my heart to someone, I wanted to know everything there is to know about him; what he says and what he doesn't. And most importantly, why he left. I could always ask, but what if he still doesn't want to reply. Should I go around stalking the hell out of him looking for my  answer? No, I won't, out of respect for his privacy which he cherishes so much.  It's funny that I actually remember a conversation that we had; I said if I was to wish for a superpower, I'd want to read minds and he said that it was a horrible thing to wish fo...